I just miss her company.  Before visiting all I had was my imagination, and now that I’ve lived it out it’s what I want.  My parents are supportive, otherwise they wouldn’t have let me fly there alone in the first place.  My happiness is their only concern.  Don’t quite have “real life friends”.  But the few that I do are happy for me.  Her parents are really supportive, so much so that her mum let me live in her home for a month.  And she’s letting me come back as soon as I can with a working Visa and live there for a year, so super supportive.  Her Dad seems to like me, which is good.  And her “friends” suck, so their opinion matters not to me.  Glad to be some form of inspiration.  There just comes a time when you’ve got to go for the best option, not the easiest.